Ok, Here it is......

So, I am totally new to this. I am 36 years old and a stay at home mom. I have two boys, 16 and almost 15, whom I homeschool. I have been married for nearly 17 years. I live a relatively simple life, ok, a boring life. I love interior design (totally missed my calling there), watching movies at home, keeping a clean house (very organized person), I guess you could say I'm a bit of a loner, but I don't mind, I enjoy time with only my thoughts. Hmmm..... midlife crisis maybe, who knows. I am a cancer survivor of almost ten years. That was definately a life changing experience. It makes you re-evaluate things. I have the most wonderful husband in the entire world, and two boys that think I am the greatest mom ever (ok, most of the time). I ofter wonder what I will do with myself after my boys are gone. I realize that I don't have that much time left until they are ready to tackle the world themselves. I sometimes feel like "is this really it, am I almost done", but doesn't every parent wonder the same when their kids get older. I am a spiritual woman. I believe in God, Jesus, and what the Bible says to be true. I think sometimes if I could just win the lottery, take all the fancy vacations, buy the new cars, you know buy happiness, that would be all a girl needs. I know, wishful thinking. I'm not the only one, am I? Anyway there it is. All about me. Just a regular gal, trying to get through life best I can.